Feeling like we needed a break from real life for a day or so because of all that has happened to us, we planned a quick getaway from Rachie’s place in Port Charlotte to Key West.
Our getaway to Key West got off to a rough start, literally. First getting up at 5:30 to drive to [...]

I have a client/friend named Priya who is very sensitive to angelic communication and the like. She has been speaking with us, telling us an angel has been trying to communicate with us about Noah. To keep things true, and authentic for me I am not going to reveal the angel’s name. She told us [...]

We decided we wanted a break from Pensacola and got in the van and headed down south to Port Charlotte to visit Sharon’s sis Rachie and my best friend Scooter.
We could not have picked a worse time perhaps. Tropical Storm, soon to become Hurricane Fay, is barreling down on the Port Charlotte area as I [...]

Well the day came that we had to meet with the Funeral director to make arrangement s for little Noah. Since neither Sharon nor I ever want an open casket or want to be buried in a coffin we made the decision to have Noah cremated.
As we discussed all the details with the Director we [...]

The last full day Sharon’s family was here we went to the beach for lunch and to hang out. We got food at Flounders and then headed out to the Cross. The Cross is a surfer’s break which is marked by a large white cross on top of a large sand dune. Pretty col because [...]

In the last entry I spoke about feeling Noah’s presence through his scent, well I believe he thought that was not enough to convince me so he sent me other signs, well actually it seemed he wanted to show off a little maybe ;)
While family and friends were in town we decided to go out [...]

I realized I have not explained what happened and why Noah did not make it. From what the doctors and midwife can figure out is that, while everything was developing, the placenta, the cord and Noah, they did not develop properly. For whatever reason the placenta did not function as well as it should, which [...]

Photo courtesy of Angela Dowling, Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep PhotographyOur Noah was the most beautiful and perfect thing we have ever seen. We would have done anything to have him alive on this earth with us. There is an emptiness that I feel in my heart and one I think will always [...]

Dear Noah: Having you, was the greatest blessing of all.This is a tough entry to write. I write it heavy hearted. As many of you know we lost our sweet baby Noah during his birth :( :( :(
We have been really humbled and uplifted by the outpouring of love and support from so many friends [...]

Well it is now 8 days past Noah’s expected arrival date. We went for an ultrasound and a bio-physical profile yesterday and Noah passed with flying colors. So that bought us another week to have him come naturally. But we have some natural ways to push things along.
Our mid-wife gave us a recipe involving black [...]